Enlightened fool
Fresh from the ashram
She says I have to believe
By your logic then
Mum’s death/no baby – our fault?!
She shrugs and keeps lecturing
Fresh from the ashram
She says I have to believe
By your logic then
Mum’s death/no baby – our fault?!
She shrugs and keeps lecturing
Sorry to hear that
But why don’t you just adopt?
…………………….
I can’t even finish this damn haiku it hurts so bad.
Sister-in-law skypes
The lone grandchild on her lap
Insensitive b”%&#
No surprise this time
The clinic, the test, the wait
Just ritual now
Solitaire kills time
Each loss an invitation
To play one more game
“Fingers and toes crossed”
Your joints must be sore by now
Thank you, dearest friends
Sore joints no problem
But heart aches for you always
Wish love were magic
Trying to reply
Using the haiku structure
It’s making my brain hurt
Bad plane turbulence
A complete loss of control
A fear of failure
I wake up sweating buckets
Ten more days to go
Their Friday night date
Just hangin’ at the clinic
Composing haiku
Happy to see you back posting.
All the luck in the world for ET.
My ER (IVF #1) is scheduled for this week.
FX!!
En route to clinic
So… Why don’t you have kids yet?
Nosy cab driver
They’re picture perfect
Good morphology, doc says
Are their smiles for real?

How exciting. best of luck.
Looking good lil guys.
They look gorgeous
vivi 10:43 pm on November 9, 2009 Permalink |
shakes head… there really is no rhyme or reason to this lottery…. sending you hugs
vivi 1:41 pm on November 11, 2009 Permalink |
IVF #1 Beta- BFN. FET #1 January `10- I need to get my life back for a couple of months first.
Token 9:21 am on November 12, 2009 Permalink |
Yep. Nothing but unfairness. Nothing else to say.